Day 1: The dead body image stuck in my head

思然 oce
8 min readSep 17, 2022

(Trigger alert: suicide)

<Writing my thought out help me to sort out my chaotic feeling, so below would be like a brain dump instead of something very coherent. I likely will rewrite the whole thing using these as my note later. But knowing myself, it is more likely that I would not. And I think my experience may help someone who has a friend who committed suicide or like me, saw a dead body without expecting one. So I will keep writing this for a bit. >

Day 0: I touched a dead body

思然 oce

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