早上死別,晚上生離

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近月,婆婆不斷進出醫院,一直情況反覆。最近她又入了院,因為所謂「疫情」,我們只能每星期二讓一位家人代表探訪她一小時。

由於我星期一晚上離港,於是便向醫院申請了恩恤探訪,希望可以見一見婆婆,其實心裏也知道這應該算是最後一面了。醫院前線人員其實很好,於是星期六晚上我就去了探婆婆。

婆婆只是閉著眼,應該是在睡覺。護士跟我說婆婆昨天的胃口不錯,而她現在的情況是通常吃一餐後就兩三天也只在睡,不太需要餵食。

我替她按摩時,叫了她幾句,她似乎也沒有甚麼反應,後來她忽然好像喊了我的名字。我回家跟媽媽說,媽媽說也許只是我的心理作用,因為婆婆近來也好像完全不認得人了。

因為我低估了自己的朋友數目,最後兩星期忙著要farewell,甚至要一天吃午餐然後兩次…

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PhD | Research Psychologist | Psychometrician | Learning Support Assistant | IT Auditor/Consultant | ex-CISA/CISSP | Top Writer in Humor | Work in HK, UK, USA

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PhD | Research Psychologist | Psychometrician | Learning Support Assistant | IT Auditor/Consultant | ex-CISA/CISSP | Top Writer in Humor | Work in HK, UK, USA